Sometimes it last.... but sometimes it hurts instead....

It has been so long since I have written.....

A lot has happen and I feel the need to share....

I have felt pain yet joy at the same time. Many may be confused by such a statement but it doesn't change the fact that it is true.

I love him and I am alone in it. He has moved on to another and is VERY happy.

How can I love him and not be happy for him? That doesn't make sense if I am not happy for him.

REAL LOVE is when you are happy for those you love even when you are the not the cause of the happiness.

I'm so happy for him despite the lost I feel.

At times I may not understand it but I trust my Heavenly Father.

I know this is all in GOD's plan for me, for us.

So it is true, its not fun loving alone but REAL LOVE....is loving and rejoicing despite the sorrow I may feel.

This is what I do every day. With each passing moment I get happier for thee.

Adele expresses it wonderfully.